++A lil' story about adrian++

HECTIC

2009-12-07T16:08:00.002+08:00

Havent touched this for a awhile..

because have been busy and havent really thinked about my blog anymore..

so much to be said..

dont know where to start

Back?

2009-08-22T15:17:00.000+08:00

Might be back sooner than expected..in 1 months time?..hmm..

2009-08-11T18:17:00.002+08:00

i dunu what's with Step Up 2..but its giving me goosebumps everytime i watch it..chills..lol

2009-08-11T17:47:00.002+08:00

i am STRONG because i have been WEAK
i am BEAUTIFUL because i know my FLAWS
i am a LOVER because i am a FIGHTER
i am FEARLESS because i have been AFRAID
i am WISE because i have been FOOLISH
and
i can LAUGH because i have known SADNESS

*copied*

Cina dillema

2009-08-10T17:11:00.002+08:00

lol..
suddenly i have this feeling..
i want to go home..
but i do not know where is my home..

im a malaysian..chinese..and currently in NZ..
what is my identity?..
what is my background?..

i dont speak a shit of decent mandrin..
i have this urge to go to china..taiwan..and hongkong..
hongkong should be ok..
taiwan and china..i might get shot there for all i know..
i have this feeling that i belong there..
i do not know why..
just out of all a sudden..
malaysian chinese are just so confused..

i look at japanese..koreans..thais..they talk their own national language..
if i talk in malay amongst chinese..that would just feel wierd for me..why is this?..
arent we malaysians?..
even indon chinese talk in indon..=.=

i am here with you

2009-08-09T19:25:00.002+08:00

i might not be able to see you..
but i know you are there..
just wishing to hold you..
to feel the warmth of your love..
ever so soft and sweet..
pure and true..
to know that you are mine..
and i am for you..

minutes past..
followed by hours and days..
months go by and years soon follow..
but i always still miss you..
today and tomorrow..
it will always be the same between me and you..

when i close my eyes..
i imagine..
how would it be like to have you by my side..
would it be like a sunny day..
or would it be a cool autumns breeze..
just to feel you by my side..
its just estacy..
knowing that someone is there..
when all fails..
there is someone to support you..

this road is never easy..
you are not too..
this is not as well..
but i am in it..
and so are you..
how far this road goes..
i surely do not know and so do you..
but i know..
there is a road..
for me and you..
and there is..
a..
'me and you'..

i may not be smart..
but i work hard to..
i may not be kind..
but i am to you..
i may not be rich..
but i will you all i can..
i may not be romantic..
but i try to..
i might not be a good lover..
but i hope to..
i try so hard..
hoping not to fail you..
to be with you..

i may not be there..
only because..
cause i am here with you..

=)

2009-07-31T16:21:00.001+08:00

Bought her a big tub of ice cream..

New Zealand Natural here is cheap..$5 for a tub (1Litre)

I love my MUM

2009-07-31T15:57:00.002+08:00

haih..

today i made her cry..
i feel i always never watch my words..and it is just hard for me to express myself..

usually my mum's cooking is not that good..that i must admit..but i will still eat or maybe i will eat abit..but i will not comment harshly about it..today..my dad made a comment..

she broke down..

i really realise what she has done for the family and she is really really unreplaceable..
she works hard..even when she is old..and also cook..clean for the family..and we take it for granted at times..she does not complain and i can clearly see that see is really busy all the time when the family is sitting at the hall relaxing..i feel so so so guilty..and i want to make it up to her..

she really really set the bar real high for any girls out there..i seriously feel that..

im so so so crushed..

reminisce-ing

2009-07-23T17:38:00.003+08:00

lol..

i miss malaysia already..
i miss my friends..

when i think about the convo..memories start to zip by during my life in TARC..

when i 1st went to my mass call i was a freshie..being moved and ordered like lil sheeps..from being a guest and a freshie to someone that is gonna coordinate it the following year..its already a big contrast to where i am and what i have done in a year..

i think about my friends..friends that i met and cherish. which is thankfully, they are still in touch with me..i miss the time going out with the sisters..haha..its really a pleasent last memory in my college life..

haha..my coursemates..aww those jokers and fucker..my pundek roommate Siva now is just rotting around KL..pimping around..he's really a nice guy though despite his playfulness..=)..

i miss the times i go out late at night..not knowing when i will be back or even in some cases..actually being back to my room..miss the time sleeping over at my coursemates..studying in McD..i love McD..undeniable..really miss those times..seriously..alot has definately happenned in two years..and i love most of it..=)

i miss my lecturers..seriously greatful for them..i never blame them for my bad results..they really helped me alot..=)

i really wanna go to my convo and meet up with my friends..but..haih..

time flies..it really does..i tried to break it down..to why time flies..and here is my theory..lol..time flies just because..we do not remmeber every second of what happened and only remmeber fragments of it..making it relatively not existing or seem like it was just awhile..

i miss it..

I miss Malaysia Girls

2009-07-23T17:28:00.002+08:00

I miss em'

damn it..

Willie told me..TARC now has more preety girls..in my heart im like..

FUCK!..

imma miss those gals~..lol..those..girl..nice to see..nice to touch..but never intend to keep..thats what they are for i guess..

all hail sluts!..

Googled

2009-07-11T17:43:00.003+08:00

i googled

mojito
Nasi Lemak
sambal
lolwtfbbq
holocaust
proton collider
bmw
sweden
cia experiments
pagan
vatican
constantine
christchurch
university of canterbury

i need a distraction

2009-07-11T17:41:00.000+08:00

i need a distraction..

its making me crazy..

its not healthy

feeling

2009-07-11T17:11:00.003+08:00

is feeling something that is physical?..emotional?..abstract?..concrete?..

if you feel cold..if you feel scared..if you feel like your in love?..

wad is real and what is not..

or 'what IS real?'..

what we are is what people see in us..agree?..this object that i am pressing on, what is it called as?..a keyboard you say?..why is it called a keyboard?..did you ask yourself?..it is keyboard just for the sole reason whereby we gave it that name..something is what it is because we made it that way..we judged it...

i tell people i am fat..or i am stupid..from the bottom of my heart..i do think about that..some agree some dont..but i start to think wad i think is no longer relevant..its like wearing a nice shirt..we wear it to look good..we look in the mirror wether is it really that good..if you wear it to feel good and know that it does look good..you do not need a mirror..you need that mirror to have the impression as if..you are someone else..looking at you shirt..and how will they react..

savvy?..

Smart Malaysia

2009-07-09T15:33:00.002+08:00

wow..its back to BM again!..woo hoo..

i have no idea why..i refuse to believe the reason they give saying people are unable to cope up..

but i just think they are afraid that malay language will sooner or later be no longer relevant i guess..

to me it is just a waste of money..publish new books then scrap it..now making back books in malay..

no eye see..

Summer

2009-07-03T16:26:00.002+08:00

Je ne suis pas belle comme les fleurs. Je ne suis pas intelligent comme Einstein. Mais mon amour pour toi est inestimable. A grace a toi, je me trouve et je te trouve.

Ex Tarcian

2009-07-03T14:44:00.002+08:00

LoL..

i just found out..my dad's the first batch of Tarcian to occupy the KL Setapak campus in 1979..

he studied STPM..haha..

and he asked me..when i did the Mass Call did i know any freshie?..hes sure i met a girl there..lol..and straight away i thought about miss siew lee..lol

he said..SOT sure no girls..if got also, not pretty..lol..pretty girls are only from SBS, SPUS and accounting..haha..wow it seems true until even today..lol..

Who knows Latin?..=.=

2009-07-03T14:42:00.001+08:00

ad eundem statum

All hail Malaysian food

2009-07-02T15:04:00.003+08:00

thanks to Nasi Lemak..Char Kuay Teow..Fried food..which i have all these years religiously consuming..

now!..i have a natural insulation system all over my body keeping me warm..

i knew it would be useful one day..eating all those fatty stuff..haha..

eat and shit machine

2009-07-02T14:59:00.001+08:00

sheeps..

the power of sheeps..they just eat all the time..and shit..damn it..cows too..

Income Tax

2009-07-01T15:29:00.001+08:00

The tax here is sick..

18% to 22%..

imagine earning 5000 and 1000+ evaporates..

=.=

bad NZ bad!..

2009-06-29T15:45:00.002+08:00

lol..it is damn damn rare to hear thunders and also see lightning..there is not really rain storms..the skies are most of the time clear blue..when it rain..it can rain the whole day..jus showers..haha..my dad is here 3 years..and he said..since he is here..he never heard or seen a storm..lol..

the skies at night are damn damn clear..the moon is so near and round..and also bright..

the night's skies are filled with stars..so much so that it looks like grains of sand in the skies..

malaysia got mat rempits and ah long and gangster..

teenagers in malaysia like to dye thier hair..look damn colourful..

here..punks like to wear hoodies and baggie pants..lol..i been here 1 month..and i seen 2 people got arrested and hand cuffed infront of my eyes..im like..WTF..got anot..citizens here are more provocative and also not afraid..NZ is not all that peaceful..

update..

2009-06-26T18:59:00.007+08:00

lol..i actually did not even go to my own blog..its not like i went to take a peep and decided..'ahh shucks..nextime maybe..' i seem to totally lost interest in it..haha..maybe hangat hangat tahi ayam kut..lol..

okok..heres the gig..

im not studying now ok, it starts in february..im working for my dad in a vineyard..lol..everyday under the sun but but but..fresh air..and an awsome view to come along with it..haha..

things here are still so so so undecided yet..wether or not i will be back in malaysia or not..so im still poking around and hoping for a sign..lol..im still hopeful..haha..and praying..

okok..here are the pros and cons of NZ compared to malaysia..im so so so good at comparing and criticizing..lol..

the policeman here are good looking and friendly but but they are also damn freaking cheeky..they will practically turn off the lights, park at a residential area and just camping waiting for you to make a wrong move..my dad actually kena..and trust me, i was going..WTF where did this guy come form..the worst part, the offense was driving in the middle of an empty road..=.=..lol..malaysia is just filled with crooked cops..

the government here is so so so so so fucking efficient in managing their economy and making use of what they have..-malaysia do things without fucking thinking..malaysia have petroleum and you look where did all our money went..messed up man..

they pre plan an idea for a bout two years and take serious surveys and statistics before implementing them..for gods sake..it took them 1 year to pass a $1million dollar transportation project..newzealand is seriously damn poor..-malaysia, main taruk..million ringgit project is implemented without really thinking..tahu la kaya..guna lah otak sikit bang..

the service here is unbelivable-ly good..haha..i had some problem with my broadband..and i called them to ask why..they are seriously very dedicated, polite and guided me slowly step by step..not only that..they did a follow up 2 days later to ask how was it going and if i need anymore help..haha

well..i heard from my dad's boss that day as we were chatting..i just asked..arent there any tolls here..he LOL and said..'there will never be a toll in NZ, if there is a toll, they will lose the next election..LOL..'-well malaysian government are crafty lil fellows sitting in the cabinet..they are so kind to close down tolls..but wait..they increase some of the other tolls.."we lose this wan la..and hike this wan up..then our pocket wont kering ma..haiyo.."

owh yea..here, if they were to pass a new law, they will have a survey and called election to ask all the residents opinion..if majority says no..then it will not be passed..-malaysia, i feel like the minister is just playing as if we want it..how many malaysians are happy as they are now?

isnt it a very clear indication that people is not happy when your 'beloved' citizens start to leave your country and go else where to start a life?..come on..everyone knows someone that is no longer here and tell you that they plan to start a new life overseas?..

people here believe in education..to them education is a RIGHT..in malaysia, education is a GIFT..my friends that did stpm now are all jus pissed as hell..they had good results but they did not get the course that they wanted and most of them are sent far away..come on..stop that quota bullshit..give people the treatment they deserve based on their capability..its not our fault you people are fucking riding on bikes fucking around are we?..stand up for yourself and dont expect the government to spoon feed you..

stop acting all EMO and unhappy cause we made a real and factual comment..you have so called special rights..bloody accept it and STFU..

'owh look at us..holding banners..(just incase they do not know why we are here)..lets gather together..(make us look scary and united..that will scare those chinese and indians)..wait!..lets wear same coloured shirts..(NOW we are really united..)..now we chant slogans..over and over again..(just incase they cannot read..now they get our point..)..now we wear head band!..(NOW we look like those Japanese kamikaze fighters!..fear me!..)..'

well atleast NZ does not have a prime minister that is suspected to have been connected to a murder case..=.=

well i am not a Malaysia hater..lol..hey..i love malaysian food..i love the shopping malls and also not forgetting those 'mui mui zhai'..thats basically about all..lol..

Away

2009-05-21T11:18:00.002+08:00

lol..i thought i will be able to blog when im bored..but im hell bored here..lol

=)

took many pics..maybe will upload soon.. hopefully.. =)

3rd- 13th May

2009-05-14T10:35:00.002+08:00

Went out to LowYat today..with Wing Hoong and his cousin..lol..buy a SATA/IDE to USB cable..=.=..need to bring my harddisk out and over there..lol..too many important files..lol~..hope customs wont stop me..=/

4th- 12th May

2009-05-14T10:32:00.001+08:00

Lol..went out to cancel my internet, electric and telefon line..after that went out badminton with miss Ng Suk Yeng..lol..will probably be my last for a while..=(

5th- 11th May

2009-05-11T01:39:00.002+08:00

Imagine

You will always be my baby

2009-05-11T01:36:00.002+08:00

6th - 10th May

2009-05-11T00:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!

Mother's Love
Her love is like
an island in life's ocean,
vast and wide
A peaceful, quiet shelter
From the wind, the rain, the tide.
'Tis bound on the north by Hope,
By Patience on the West,
By tender Counsel on the South
And on the East by Rest.
Above it like a beacon light
Shine Faith, and Truth, and Prayer;
And thro' the changing scenes of life
I find a haven there.

Thank God for our Mothers
If life were without water, where would we be?
If life were without mothers,
There would be no you or me.
We all need to take hold, of how precious life really is,
and not take for granted the gift of love and the ability to give.
Thank you to God for creating us all
For giving us our mothers
So we can stand proud and tall.
Humans are no accident, no mistake or error
We sometimes live our lives in fear of this,
Even to the point of terror.
But when the truth is told, and recognised by all,
God does not create rubbish. He knew what he was doing when he created
me and you, but the best gift of all, is giving us loving, caring
Mothers who love us unconditionally through and through.
None of us are perfect, that includes ourselves and family.
Hold onto how precious we are and thank God for our mothers.
Amen

Well..i went to visit my grandma today..well..it was a sad sight..knowing that i will leave her..it was a day of love..and cherish..

God bless

7th - 9th May

2009-05-11T00:15:00.002+08:00

CarrMen!!..im so sorry i could not make it for you on friday..lol..so had to postpone it to a saturday night!..hehe..had fun..did alot of catching up!..carrmen is still young, cute, sweet, charming, gorgeous!..lol..took many silly pictures..and find i will not post them!..lol it will be kept close to my heart..lol!..

carrmen!..i love that you are able to answer my question..and i might say it was in a rather unexpected fashion..hehe..but i can see that your mind is set on a goal..what is needed is to pave that road..you can do it..lol..i need you in the future..remember!..lol..

dun worry bout teh boys..=)..you are just fine..

Home And Love by Robert Service

2009-05-08T01:21:00.001+08:00

Just Home and Love! the words are small

Four little letters unto each;

And yet you will not find in all

The wide and gracious range of speech

Two more so tenderly complete:

When angels talk in Heaven above,

I'm sure they have no words more sweet

Than Home and Love.

Just Home and Love! it's hard to guess

Which of the two were best to gain;

Home without Love is bitterness;

Love without Home is often pain.

No! each alone will seldom do;

Somehow they travel hand and glove:

If you win one you must have two,

Both Home and Love.

And if you've both, well then I'm sure

You ought to sing the whole day long;

It doesn't matter if you're poor

With these to make divine your song.

And so I praisefully repeat,

When angels talk in Heaven above,

There are no words more simply sweet

Than Home and Love.

the future never spoke by emily dickinson

2009-05-08T01:20:00.000+08:00

THE Future never spoke,
Nor will he, like the Dumb,
Reveal by sign or syllable
Of his profound To-come.
But when the news be ripe,
Presents it in the Act
Forestalling preparation
Escape or substitute.
Indifferent to him
The Dower as the Doom,
His office but to execute
Fate's Telegram to him.

Saddest poem by Pablo Neruda

2009-05-08T01:14:00.001+08:00

I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.

Write, for instance: "The night is full of stars,

and the stars, blue, shiver in the distance."

The night wind whirls in the sky and sings.

I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.

I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

On nights like this, I held her in my arms.

I kissed her so many times under the infinite sky.

She loved me, sometimes I loved her.

How could I not have loved her large, still eyes?

I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.

To think I don't have her. To feel that I've lost her.

To hear the immense night, more immense without her.

And the poem falls to the soul as dew to grass.

What does it matter that my love couldn't keep her.

The night is full of stars and she is not with me.

That's all. Far away, someone sings. Far away.

My soul is lost without her.

As if to bring her near, my eyes search for her.

My heart searches for her and she is not with me.

The same night that whitens the same trees.

We, we who were, we are the same no longer.

I no longer love her, true, but how much I loved her.

My voice searched the wind to touch her ear.

Someone else's. She will be someone else's. As she once

belonged to my kisses.

Her voice, her light body. Her infinite eyes.

I no longer love her, true, but perhaps I love her.

Love is so short and oblivion so long.

Because on nights like this I held her in my arms,

my soul is lost without her.

Although this may be the last pain she causes me,

and this may be the last poem I write for her.

Reason and Passion by Khalil Gibran

2009-05-08T01:10:00.001+08:00

And the priestess spoke again and said: "Speak to us of Reason and Passion."

And he answered saying:

Your soul is oftentimes a battlefield, upon which your reason and your judgment wage war against passion and your appetite.

Would that I could be the peacemaker in your soul, that I might turn the discord and the rivalry of your elements into oneness and melody.

But how shall I, unless you yourselves be also the peacemakers, nay, the lovers of all your elements?

Your reason and your passion are the rudder and the sails of your seafaring soul.

If either your sails or our rudder be broken, you can but toss and drift, or else be held at a standstill in mid-seas.

For reason, ruling alone, is a force confining; and passion, unattended, is a flame that burns to its own destruction.

Therefore let your soul exalt your reason to the height of passion; that it may sing;

And let it direct your passion with reason, that your passion may live through its own daily resurrection, and like the phoenix rise above its own ashes.

I would have you consider your judgment and your appetite even as you would two loved guests in your house.

Surely you would not honour one guest above the other; for he who is more mindful of one loses the love and the faith of both.

Among the hills, when you sit in the cool shade of the white poplars, sharing the peace and serenity of distant fields and meadows - then let your heart say in silence, "God rests in reason."

And when the storm comes, and the mighty wind shakes the forest, and thunder and lightning proclaim the majesty of the sky, - then let your heart say in awe, "God moves in passion."

And since you are a breath In God's sphere, and a leaf in God's forest, you too should rest in reason and move in passion.

thx jin..=)

2009-05-06T01:36:00.004+08:00

today we have bigger houses, smaller families

more amenities, but less time

we have higher education level, more knowledge, but less common sense and less competence to judge

we have more experts but more problems

more medicine but less health

we seem unconcern

laugh to little

get angry too quick

get up too late

read too little

watch TV too much

and are less considerate

we multiplied our properties and estates, but we reduce our morale and values

we talk too much, love too little and lie too often

we learn to make a living but not how to live

we have years to live but cant add years to life

we have higher buildings but lower temper

we have wider streets but more narrow point of view

we spend more but have less

we buy more but enjoy it less

we went all the way to the mood and back, but we cant cross the street to meet our neighbors

we split up atoms, but we cant break down prejudice

we write more, learn less

we plan more, but finish less

we have learnt to rush but not to wait

more spare time but less fun

nicer houses, but broken homes

look for realization, read more, sit and enjoy the view

spend more time with your family and friends

eat your favorite food, visit places you love

life is about moments of joy, not moments of survival

erase vocabulary like 'later' 'some other time'

didnt sound like a last goodbye

2009-04-28T17:44:00.001+08:00

im sure its not

'Fai'

2009-04-11T11:53:00.002+08:00

these days there are too many 'fai' people.. i do not know what are they dubbed in english but in cantonese its 'fai'.. the type of people when you ask them a dead serious question they will answer like it was just to entertain me or make the time pass by my making me say.. 'serious la wei'.. it is seriously on its own category of annoyance.. its another thing to be funny but this is not..

Fuck man

2009-04-06T20:09:00.002+08:00

shitz!..kena robbed man..damn it..my phone..it was 3 am in my regular McD spot studying..then suddenly 5-6 malay motherfuckas came storming in with parang at that time..i already know im fucked..so sad case man..in fucking McD..

Tired

2009-04-04T00:44:00.002+08:00

Tiring day..lol..

just back from yam cha and dripping in sweat.. haha..

realizing that i wont have much of these kinda times together.. haha.. im enjoying it now while i still can.. =)

friday!!.. PC fair.. an excuse to go out!!.. lol.. come come..

Feeling

2009-03-29T22:01:00.003+08:00

LOL..this post might look scary, abnormal or out of the context..but i am having a feeling..a feeling that life is short and i might die anytime..lol..

its a celebration of life in a different point of view.. =)

Panda Panda

2009-03-29T10:29:00.004+08:00

Yawn Yawn =O=

Nice nap.. ZZZZzzzz

Sad Sad Panda..=(

cough cough

2009-03-27T05:18:00.001+08:00

lol..im sure to ask you out!..dont worry..lol..how about you drop the protocol and ask me out?..lol

5.07am

2009-03-27T05:08:00.002+08:00

Just could not sleep..

Having a bad cough and a deep pain in my chest.. just lieing down on my bed.. finally it was 5am.. i have classs at 8.. and i am just here.. watching some movies.. watched seven pounds again.. the bucket list and also blood diamonds.. for those who seen these shows.. you know what is the feeling i got now..

hmm.. cuddling in my soft blanket hugging my pillow.. creating my own comfort and cozy area.. just to see the new day come.. there goes a week..

Moody days

2009-03-25T19:36:00.003+08:00

Haihz..

these few days have been very moody and sucky.. physically sick just because my specs are not aligned properly causing a headache.. mentally exhausted.. hmm saw my ex today.. and it was the most akward moment by far.. i swear.. i walked out of my room and there she was.. i was in shock, and it shows.. i came out in a hurry to wash my cup and i saw her.. immediately, my body froze for an few seconds just standing there.. we were staring each other straight in the eyes but yet no words were uttered.. then i just snapped out of it and just walked to where i was going like some sit the reset button..

akward moment..

the person that i was hoping to see never shows up.. the person that i never hoped to meet just shows up in front of my door..

Things girls don't realize....

2009-03-23T22:51:00.003+08:00

1. Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch Goodbye.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

11. Guys are very open about themselves.

12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

14. Guys love you more than you love them.

15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.

16. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.

23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

32. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.

33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs. haha it's true..

34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually.

35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

Camera pictures..lol

2009-03-22T12:45:00.007+08:00

My mum at Kota Kinabalu.. i was not there.. =(

My mum and some girl.. lol..

Seriously.. some girl.. i tak kenal her.. =.=

maybe will soon.. =)

Jaycee Chan and some local artist..

A view from the top

2009-03-22T12:39:00.002+08:00

took it from KL Tower Restaurant..

=)

2009-03-22T02:06:00.002+08:00

你对我来说连个人也不是 (by Jin)

你对我来说已经死了，在最伤的时候 (by Yun)

你用最残酷的方法把伤害我的心, 你已经不存在了 (by Yuet Leng)

Mr Soo Soon Seng

2009-03-20T19:20:00.006+08:00

Owh man.. this is truly the pinnacle of my 2 years of study in TARC.. not only it is the most crucial semester.. but interestingly i got a psychotic lecturer called Mr Soo.. We call him.. SSS.. because he is really SSS.. Sex, Stories, Sex.. Thats all he ever talks about.. i cannot believe he was teaching me this crucial semester.. My ATEL3314 Technology and Circuits.. Damn.. me spends most of the lecture hours blow-ing water..

He is really a blow water king.. =.=

At his best.. replying a question.. with 'Nah!!!!'..

Im doomed!!!!

Malaysian Politics

2009-03-19T11:46:00.003+08:00

Hmm i have been going through youtube and malaysiakini.. all i have been seeing is the end to the power of justice, the end to the so called freedom of speech and the end to Malaysian unity..

aku tengok sakit hati betul..

the parlimen looks like its filled with a bunch of small kids.. screaming and shouting.. questions un-answered and issues that has been intentionally let slide by.. Gobind Singh has been silenced in parliment just because he asked a simple answerable question.. that i am sure every Malaysian would like to know the real story and what this -'hoohaa' is about.. how can you silence a MP that is bringing out a question for the people and by the people?.. where is the freedom of speech.. if you control the issues brought forward in the parlimen, what is the use of the parlimen?.. we can not bring out issues just because it involves a certain someone?.. we the people want justice, want to be treated fairly and not like blind and stupid fools.. we have eyes.. we have ears to see what you have done.. everyone is abusing power.. mana perginya 'keluhuran perlembagaan' and 'kedaulatan undang-undang'..

i honestly and confidently feel that Malaysia would only go down from here.. look at the issues that are brought up.. from murder cases involving politicians.. re-election.. unrest in Perak.. and those fanatics..

i believe in 2012 there will be a big change.. and Malaysia would then be in havoc.. the so called 'isu sensitif' what is so sentive.. i do not tink that an educated Malaysia would mind these issues being brought up as long as it is the truth and also for the better of our future and Malaysia.. what is this 'isu sensitif' claim protecting?..

haihz.. i really have no confidence at all in out government.. no confidence in the ministers.. why chat we have a brilliant smart and well respected man in the family and also in the public's eyes?.. i think Malaysia should be more open minded and is willing to change.. and realise that what is happening now is not going to end good..

shit man.. i do not want my home to be like this.. the government is sending out talents and also liberal and educated people away unconsiously.. who wants to stay in this country if this shit is going on?.. being led by people that is elected based on what?.. how i hope that Malaysia would be able to be like the US.. a woman and a black man running for the precidency.. in Malaysia, i think after 3 generation of my family then only they will start to realise..

haihz.. good bye Malaysia.. ministers are so protected just because they are ministers.. unquestionable power?.. people being detained for speaking its mind and pointing out the inevitable and the obvious?.. detention without trail?.. we are not dogs and slaves.. Malaysia is going to a down spiral.. im seriously fucking fed up.. im leaving Malaysia..

Boredom

2009-03-18T00:53:00.001+08:00

Feeling bored and demotivated.. shit.. final exam is near but i do not feel the intensity.. im doomed..

'I wish you could step back from that ledge my friend'

SERIOUSLY

2009-03-15T02:23:00.003+08:00

i mean seriously seriously.. im quite disturbed by the fact that girls do not accept reality.. they get all emotional and its fine getting emotional.. there is another level to it.. they will start to merajuk depan your face as if it is suppose to change my statement or make water turn into wine?.. come on.. get a grip of yourselves girls.. how you suppose to stand up to your staunch 'if a guy can do it so can a girl' thing?.. a guy can accept that he is fat, ugly, stupid, lazy, smelly or whatever comment that is thrown at him as long as it is a fact.. a girl would bloody boycott you.. fuck.. its better then telling a bloody lie.. girls please.. if you want to succeed, drop all this drama and grow up.. gather yourself up and stay calm and think rationally will ya?.. how you expect me to take you seriously or even give you a spec of respect where you yourself is just a big joke with clothes and make up?.. if you reader think that i am wrong to say this please comment and screw me up.. if you want attention, go to a hospital..

you are the one who ask me.. 'what do you think about me?'.. and to make sure you know what you are asking me i asked you back.. 'are you asking me what i think about you honestly and want me to tell you the truth?'.. yes she said.. so i said the truth.. i dont go around shooting people that does not want to hear it.. ended up.. she went all crazy and can imagine her screaming and ended with the note.. 'better you dont find me'..

never have i once said i do not want to be friends with you..

i am a friend of you in the first place knowing that you are what you are and i accept it..

it does not mean that you are not my friend.. do you abandon your friend if he is blind?.. or he is a smoker?.. no man.. we do not do that.. we are who we are..

i can even accept that girls are what they are now.. just do not deny it..

Memory Lane

2009-03-14T00:15:00.003+08:00

Its been a long time that i actually decided to have a long walk for the fun of it.. just walking to my mum's office from the LRT.. passing through seri petaling, pasar malam, shops, cars, houses and people.. just a serious walk down memory lane on a blissful evening..

brings back memories of my childhood.. taking the time to look at people.. what they do everyday.. just to sit back and stop thinking bout what is bothering me and just go through a deep thought and concentrate on other peoples lives and dreams..

have not have enough time to actually relax myself and live the life i want to.. today was seriously a breath of fresh air.. carrying my beg.. shorts and slippers.. listening to my favorite songs.. looking at cars pass by..

its a day for me to stroll down memory lane..

More http://www.quizbox.com/personality/

2009-03-09T12:20:00.002+08:00

How do you react to compliments?

If you try to change the subject when you are being complimented or you simply ignore it, this means that you don't like to pretend and you cherish authenticity. You feel that saying nice things to someone is merely an attempt to please the listener. You don't believe there is truth in compliments, and think that the complimenter must want something in return. You have good self-esteem and aren't afraid of criticizing, or being criticized.

How well do you get along with others?

You can make friends with anyone and are always interested in what people have to say, but you can also spend time alone quite happily and without getting bored. You don't overreact to things around you, and people consider you to be a bit of a cool cucumber.

Your Handwriting

If you write some strokes thickly but others are thin, it's likely that you're a very unpredictable person. Sometimes you'll get very serious about something, but there's always the possibility that you'll suddenly lose interest. It can take you a long time to complete a task--if it gets done at all before something else grabs your attention.

What does being a friend really mean to you?

You value your friendships quite a lot but you don't like to show your feelings to others. You would rather keep your feelings to yourself than share them with your friends. You might get a pleasant surprise if you are more open about caring for people - they will probably let you know that you're special to them, too.

Emotion Test

Your emotional controlled rate: 40%

You know how to let your emotions show but you still find it difficult to do so as often as you should. You should be prepared to let your emotions out more often. When you feel sad let yourself cry, when you feel angry, let your anger show and when you feel happy allow a smile to cross your face.

Allowing your emotions out in this way will do wonders to your physical and mental health.

When will you get married?

You want to get married as soon as possible. You may get married at the age of 20 or right after you have finished your education.

Psychological Test

You have a complicated personality.
How ambitious you are depends on the height that you answered, which is: top.
You try to please everyone, the size of this personality as seen by others is small.
Glass means fragile personality.
You are also down-to-earth.
You are an opportunist.
Your husband or wife is the one you need when you are in trouble.

OMG this quiz is seriously very interesting

2009-03-09T11:53:00.002+08:00

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Knowledge VS Result

2009-03-08T23:11:00.001+08:00

HMMPH!!..

Knowledge sure win la!..

HMMPH!!..

Post-Result

2009-03-07T23:48:00.002+08:00

Suicidal

Week 1

2009-03-06T22:47:00.002+08:00

Lolx.. people start asking me where am i going after my Diploma.. i dont really have much of an option to begin with.. or maybe i have to many options.. but i feel my options are a gamble and some are just clouded by personal goals and also family.. past few months i have been very stubborn and decisive in maing my decisions.. at the day comes nearer.. i start to realise something more in life.. more than just mere education.. more than just money.. i learn to look at the big picture.. look at life as a whole.. not break it down individually.. hmm well where will i end up in the future sometimes is just up to fate and God to decide.. lol..

When I find myself in times of trouble, mother Mary comes to me, speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me, speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.
And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree, there will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is still a chance that they will see, there will be an answer.
let it be.
Let it be, let it be

4 years?..
3 years?..
2 years?..

its not important.. what matters is that i am happy in those years.. i finally realised it..

Pre-Results

2009-03-06T22:37:00.002+08:00

i think im screwed..

so help me God

Physical Distraction

2009-03-06T22:09:00.003+08:00

its been a long time since i went on9.. wondering hows the world like.. does it still stink when i step out of my room?.. is my facebook still miserable.. do my friends still rememebr me?..

depending on my alram to wake me up in the morning..
i want to wake up as i like..
showering to avoid people telling you are smelly..
i want to shower whenever i want..

when will be the day i can do those?..
hmm..

humans are bound to these physical distractions.. making us go through life in a routine.. i hope when i leave this place.. i can live life as i want to.. in the near future maybe?..

life is really short.. no time for nonsense..

=)

Disappeared

2009-03-04T06:40:00.003+08:00

Many things have started to disappear lately..for better or for worst..well..1st week in sem6 started off with a blast..a blast of laughter..lolx..woke up..went to the toilet and guessed what happened..my fon slide out from my pocket..it landed in the toilet..hey..the bright side is..its not wet..the bad thing is..the reason it is not wet is cuz it landed on shit..!!FUCK!!..damn it..

one of my friend suddenly told me that we should end our friendship..and she did..i am stunned..there was seriously no reason for it..she just says that it would be better if i was alone..so that i can grow..so i let her cool off..i was in shock..lol..

O.O

心.跳

2009-02-27T21:01:00.002+08:00

When this album came out.. i quickly downloaded it like there was no tomorrow.. cause i like his music.. i listen to it trying to understand what he is saying.. and the melody.. i felt noting and bored.. that was last year when it came out.. today.. i listen to it.. it taps into my heart.. it gives me goosebumps and a feeling that tingles all over my body.. hmm..

想跟我吵架我沒那么無聊
不懂得道歉我沒那么聰明
好想要回到我們的原點
你又在哭泣我給不了安慰
我又在搖頭有那么點后悔
愛情的發展已難以回頭卻無法往前走
但身不由己出現在胸口
兩顆心能塞幾個問號
愛讓我們流多少眼淚
你的眼神充滿美麗帶走我的心跳
你的溫柔如此靠近帶走我的心跳
逆轉時光到一開始能不能給一秒
等著哪一天你也想起
那懸在記憶中的美好
想跟我吵架我沒那么無聊
不懂得道歉我沒那么聰明
好想要回到我們的原點
但身不由己出現在胸口
兩顆心能塞幾個問號
愛讓我們流多少眼淚
你的眼神充滿美麗帶走我的心跳
你的溫柔如此靠近帶走我的心跳
逆轉時光到一開始能不能給一秒
等著哪一天你也想起
那懸在記憶中的美好

你的眼神充滿美麗帶走我的心跳
你的溫柔如此靠近帶走我的心跳
逆轉時光到一開始能不能給一秒
等著哪一天你也想起
那懸在記憶中的美好

LoL!!!!!!!!! chris rock

2009-02-26T17:38:00.005+08:00

drugs

love

abortion

war on terror

wealth and rich

janet jackson

micheal jackson

strippers & rappers

about black slaves

2.47 am

2009-02-24T14:09:00.003+08:00

Hell broke loose..

the devil came knocking..

its been a month..

a peaceful month for my soul..

rebuilding and feeling that i can start anew..

out of no where you came with the wind..

without warning..

maybe you are just passing by..

but with that passing..

you have caused unimaginable destruction and damage..

you crushed hopes..

you humiliated love and everything its stands for..

leaving people devastated..

you do you do it?..

Reality

2009-02-23T11:46:00.001+08:00

:+:Jing:+: says:

T_T

:+:Jing:+: says:

woii u last sem liao wor

:+:Jing:+: says:

after that u do wat

Boo!..GG..jin..Adrian says:(ME)

dono

Boo!..GG..jin..Adrian says:(ME)

fuck u kua

:+:Jing:+: says:

=.=ll

:+:Jing:+: says:

fuck u

:+:Jing:+: says:

wer u wan study?!?!?

:+:Jing:+: says:

i so alone ler after u leave T_T

Boo!..GG..jin..Adrian says:(ME)

haihz

Boo!..GG..jin..Adrian says:(ME)

lidat wan la..

Boo!..GG..jin..Adrian says:(ME)

i dunu yet wer i wan study

:+:Jing:+: says:

waaaaaaa

:+:Jing:+: says:

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Boo!..GG..jin..Adrian says:(ME)

too bad la..u have to find abnoter BF liow

:+:Jing:+: says:

AHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:+:Jing:+: just sent you a nudge.

AllAmericanRejects-Gives you hell =)

2009-02-20T16:52:00.000+08:00

I wake up every evening, with a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place

And your still probably working at a 9 to 5 pace
I wonder how bad that tastes

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

Now where's your picket fence love
And where's that shiny car,
And did it ever get you far

You've never seem so tense love
I've never seen you fall so hard,
Do you even know where you are

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well, hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Yeah, Where'd it all go wrong, the list goes on and on

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well, hope it gives you hell

Now you'll never see, what you've done to me
You can take back your memories they're no good to me
And here's all your lies,
You can look me in the eyes
With that sad sad look that you wear so well

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, you're just as well, hope it gives you hell

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song and sing along, oh you'll never tell
Then you're the fool, I'm just as well
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell
And when you sing along I hope that it puts you through hell

Goodbye

2009-02-20T15:21:00.002+08:00

I want to hold you

remember us lieing down in the early morning

waking up and the only thing that is on my mind is you beside me

your head leaned on my shoulder

my heart felt like i was in heaven

the more my love for you the better it is..

walked under the rain holding hand..

knowing the world is looking at us..

but yet it was as if the world is right next to me..

but i never thought today we say good bye..

left with out remorse..

still remembers the smell of her hair..

the way she looks at me..

the words she spoke seems to familiar to me..

the smile that would brighten the world..

the face you put on when you see me..

alot of stuff in my mind that i wan to say to you..

i want to say everything to you..

i dont know if i will see you again..

i dont know if i can forgive myself..

for letting you leave..

i really miss you..

i never told you i wanna hold you..

15 things about me!

2009-02-18T23:56:00.004+08:00

Tagged by Ms Siew Lee.. Thx to her.. i get to self promote.. cause that is what i think this tagging thing is about.. hehe.. well.. its easy..

Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things / habits / little known facts about yourself.
People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things / habits / little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tag and list their names.
No tags back!

1. i am a nose digger when i was small and people who knows me well will realize that.. i will dig my nose and stick it in my books.. and only books.. god knows why.. i think it is because i spend most of my time studying and alone.. so books are my closest piece of paper.. lolx.. people who borrow my books can testify.. lol (habit)

2. i eat alot of vegetable and toufu and eggs.. i do not like meat or chicken.. i will eat chicken and meat under specific circumstances.. i want the flesh to be cooked well.. no blood.. no veins.. no nerves.. no tendons.. soft.. and of course boneless.. i like it to be pure flesh.. i never eat animal organs.. (fact)

3. i like to read but only on specific matters such as mysteries regarding human life, philosophy, religion, myths, ancient history and new discoveries and theories.. (fact)

4. i am a really big cry baby to those who know me well.. almost can shed a tear for anything sentimental or emotional.. (fact)

5. i used to see 'things'.. (weird)

6. i am not afraid to die.. and rather prepared for it.. the only thing that concerns me is the people i left behind and how they would feel.. (fact)

7. i will not hesitate to speak my mind out.. if i do not go straight forward on you or did not say things that hurt you.. i am already controlling myself and shows that i am not myself when i am around you.. (fact)

8. i tend to have a 'all or nothing principle' regarding to some things.. if i cant have all i do not want to have the 2nd prize.. it sometimes feels like an insult to my wishes and people pity me.. (fact)

9. i am very introverted and do not really like to go out parties or as a group.. i rather like to be alone with a person because i feel that it is the best way for us to know each other better.. (fact)

10. hmm.. i kinda have a bad impression towards girls in general.. lol.. just cant trust them.. not all la.. lolx.. care about my girl friends alot when i have them around me.. (wierd)

11. i can sleep on command.. lol.. anytime anyday.. (wierd)

12. i do not eat to live.. i live to eat.. lolx.. i can eat all the time not because i am hungry.. its because i like to and feel like eating.. (fact)

13. i will open the fridge door every time i pass it.. has been like this since i could walk.. the gush of cold air is just tempting or the sound of my name being called by my little friends inside it.. (wierd)

14. i do not like a wet toilet/bathroom.. if it is wet.. i must take a shower.. or wash my legs.. (wierd)

15. i like to use dettol or protex soap.. (wierd)

The 10 nominees to be tagged are!

CarrMen

WingHoong

Summer

MeiChin

YuetLeng

SukYeng

Malcolm

Yun

PuiMun

Eunice

21 12 12

2009-02-18T01:05:00.007+08:00

well i continued my personal research of doomsday.. lol.. stopped for months.. since now im just too free, i continued back.. read man articles and involved in forums.. haha.. well here is a few key points that i discovered.. trust me.. it is not easy and gone through alot-alot of websites and videos..

Well.. from what i can gather.. all these theories basically started from the mayan calendar.. the mayan civilization is the last know civilization and the people has mysteriously died out of disappeared for no reason.. heres a slight information how bloody accurate it is: it is said that the calendar is able to tell time in multiple dimensions accurately even for centuries ahead. It has successfully every solar system activity that has occurred in our time. But this calendar mysteriously ends at a specific date. which is 12th of december 2012. According to the calendar, during this time, the solar system will cross the milky way (zodiac).. marking the end of the pisces age or the start of the aquarius.. in between the pisces and the aquarius start zodiac.. This can be said to be in the Mayan Calendar the 12 o'clock position.. where it is the new age.. it happens every 26,000 years if im not mistaken.. this has been called the end of the age by many religion.. Hinduism, Christianity, Islam.. When this occurs, our solar system will line up with the rift in the galaxy which is believed to be the corridor that lead to a super massive black hole at the center of the galaxy.. it will cause the planets to warm.. it will break the matters of water and solid apart.. We can conclude that it has been gradually occurring for the past 18 years.. our north pole has been melting and the south pole has been getting colder..

Heres a slight info on their civilization. it is said through their artworks drawing and artifacts that they were visited by someone who they call 'The Shinning ones'. they are highly complex being that thought them language, plant, husbandry, architecture, stars, cosmology, date-ing, and how the solar system moves through the universe.. They knew ahead of anyone else centuries ahead.. What they said are only now to be found out through by Nasa and other physicians.. THERE IS NO FUCKING WAY WE CAN MEASURE AND GATHER INFORMATION ON THE GALAXY LIKE THEY DID WITH THEIR TECHNOLOGY DURING THEIR TIME.. even now.. scientist and physicians are just starting to discover what the Mayans did centuries before..

The new particle collider that has been made recently in Swiss.. Is said to cause mini black holes.. The bizarre thing is the coming of the super collider and mini black holes is predicted by ancient civilizations and has been warning the modern society not to toy with it.. the tried to warm us not to do it.. for those people who dont know about WTF is this.. it is a machine that has been built where by two atoms.. at charged and fired at each other.. what it does is if it is aimed and hit point on, it annihilates one another and the sub particles can be observed.. it is said to be possible to form in a mini black hole.. Remember the Big Bang.. this machine can make a mini big bang..

Pole shifts.. if the core is what it presumed to be. which is a rotating mass that generates electro magnetic field.. it is possible and it is actually slowly occurring now.. the north pole becoming south and the south goes north.. research has been gathered in the lava flow and their patterns.. samples has been collected.. the magnetic wave of the lava is hardened and can be observed through the pattern on the hardened lava.. it is said that recently the lava patterns on the north and south pole is switching on and off.. when this happens, a super storm will be produced.. for example.. heard that when you drain a tub in australia, it turn clockwise where in american it goes anti clock?.. north and south have different effect on the weather.. noticed that hurricanes and tornadoes are getting stronger?.. earthquakes getting more common at wierd places?.. waves are more aggressive.. coldest and longest winter ever?.. when pole shift happens, electronic communications will collapse..

Egyptians and pyramids.. heard of pyramid of Giza?.. wondered why do you hear this name so often instead of other pyramids in Egypt?.. It is said that the pyramids of Giza were built to precisely match the constellation Orion's Belt.. the belt stars of orion.. researchers believe that the Egyptians are pointing at the Orion because it marks the half way point of the 26000 years circle the Sun makes between galactic alignments.. this proves they say the ancient Egyptian also recognizes that movement that is about to come.. the seem to know the movement of the earth and the solar system way ahead of us..

Nostradamus.. ok to start off.. nostradamus didn't predict or foresee that the world would end in 2012.. it has been said that the world would end in 3797 called the final conflagration.. nostradamus is a prophet.. he has many prophecies.. recently The Lost Book of Nostradamus was discovered in Rome in the year 2007.. from what i gathered.. i do not think he predicted that the world would end in 2012.. it is just the scholar's own interpretation on that date and it is just self-fulfilling.. The accuracy of his predictions serves to underscore the fact that he knew the benchmarks that would be achieved as humanity travels on its path of evolution.. He was showing people that tough choices must be made if we, in fact, ever hope to prevent our own self-destruction.. He was alerting humanity to the ideas that our choices are leading to such things as environmental, social and political collapse if we do not change our way of thinking.. His warnings were meant to divert us from catastrophe rather than suggesting that such catastrophe is inevitable.. The goal a person telling you not to go down a certain road because the bridge has collapsed is not to foretell of your death; it is meant to prevent your death..The prophecies of Nostradamus are another voice crying out in the wilderness of human history urging us to change our ways and enter a period of great enlightenment.. I think that the modern scholars interpret his prophecies around a vision of what they want to see.. scholars use these pictures from the lost book and interpret them using images and symbols depicted in the bible and ancient symbology..

you know what.. there is just too many to write about.. google these few things and patch it up yourselves..

Mayan Calander..

Babylonia..

Atlantis..

Egyptian..

Pyramids..

Nostradamus..

Pole Shifts..

Hollow Earth..

Annanuki..

2012..

Alchemy..

Tree of Life..

The Lost Book..

Conjuction of planets..

Ouroborus..

Zero Point..

I-Ching..

Merlin..

2001 KX76..

Nibiru..

Planet X..

My personal conclusion that i can tell you going through all this is: if it is certain that there will be this crossing of the milky way.. then something big will happen and devastate the human race like a wipe-out.. but it also can mean a start of a new age that does not necessary mean the destruction of the human kind.. the mayan calendar starts from the previous age.. and suppose to end as scheduled.. so it might mean that there could be a change.. if nostradamus was right the world would come to an end in the year 3797..

but im certain about one thing.. if it really happens.. there is nothing we can do.. its just fate.. eh people.. im not gila ok.. lolx.. i still live my life like normal.. hehe~

now carrmen.. is this long enough?.. lolx..

i really like philosophy, ancient history, myths.. because i feel that those people that we study and heard about are really what i like to call the 'prime human race'.. i feel people in this century are useless.. if you compare what we done and knew from them.. where do you think we stand?.. i feel we are actually living a slow death caused by our own hands.. we are too used to comfort of technology.. the world cant forever be turning endlessly.. the sun wont be able to shine forever.. you know that..

13 year old dad?

2009-02-18T00:45:00.002+08:00

Im like WTF.. i thought this is a mysterious pregnancy case.. lolx.. but after further reading from Monday's The Star i found out.. Fuck man.. the girl is only 14 year old.. the boy was only 12.. can you imagine what were you doing when you were 12?.. lolx.. this dude had sex.. the girl claimed to have been sleeping around and the dad to the child is still not certain yet.. Hooray to the world.. talking about multiplication!

Bored

2009-02-17T11:47:00.002+08:00

well, its been a long time since i wrote anything here.. holidays have been very very boring.. i actually didnt do anything for the last whole week.. my routine is seriously just eat sleep and PC.. Been watching House Season 1 2 3 4 over again.. Still makes me laugh and excited all the time.. trying to find new albums to download and movies.. haha.. but download speed is just miserable.. im just bloody bored.. lol.. got nothing to write about.. haha.. at home growing my facial hair.. lol.. its kinda bushy now.. lol..

All the best to couples or threesome or foursome or whatever guys are into!!..

2009-02-14T17:03:00.006+08:00

Lol..

today's the day that girls have been waiting for.. whereby most guys know that they are obliged to do something nice to their gurlgurl..

lolx.. guys know they are in a deep one if they act like they don't know or they its just any other saturday..

girls they have some kinda natural hormone producing gland that produces what i like to call the 'happy-cute-love-romance-pretty-hormone' that guys obviously lack..

but hey.. give us some credit man.. we do try to please you.. i'm not saying that when i say obliged to please you gals.. i'm not putting it in a way where by we are forced to.. some guys maybe yeah.. but the lots really intend to please you and make you smile.. maybe going all out into making you tear in happiness.. or maybe pop the question of your life.. who knows..

i start to relate the amount of babies born to occasions.. i noticed most of my friends are born in the end of the month.. if you do your math right.. maybe you were 'created' in january or early february.. christmas.. new year's.. and of course today!.. hehe.. make sense?.. im born in May.. so no guessing there.. hehe..

girls.. have faith in your guy.. if you do not.. why are with him in the first place.. he loves you no matter what he did today.. wether he wrote a sweet and romantic letter?.. wether he wrapped up a nice choclate.. flowers?.. holiday?.. or a sweet dinner?.. or even just spend a romantic time at home.. its all well girls and boys.. enjoy the day to come together..

tolerate each other for it is vital.. any problems or mistake should be brought up calmly and on the table.. discuss it as soon as possible and not let it collect in a big mess.. its never good to have a third person intervene.. and always remember.. that you guys love each other and don't give up so easily ok!?..

those single girls and guys.. don't fret.. enjoy your life being single.. ok~! later you get married or have a gf you will miss it.. trust me.. no more kau kau chan o.. commitment is a big thing and you gradually come to you ok.. cheers pepz'..

Ass Wipe

2009-02-14T11:40:00.001+08:00

@K3nJi@ says:

fucker....

@K3nJi@ says:

who is tat??

Didnt do anything says:

cibai

Didnt do anything says:

dun tell u

@K3nJi@ says:

din go go fuck ur gf meh??

@K3nJi@ says:

valentine o..

Didnt do anything says:

-.l.. =.= ..l.- NAH

True True True

2009-02-12T20:02:00.002+08:00

' he has seen enough of women to find them at best, a distraction ' Malaikum (Malcolm)

LoLx

2009-02-12T19:57:00.001+08:00

I lost a follower liow.. haha.. now my blog is clean and purified..

rain rain rain!

2009-02-10T17:04:00.001+08:00

Come Rain Come.. COME!!!.. everyday rain at night and in the evening.. or early morning!!.. yess..

HAZE

2009-02-10T16:51:00.001+08:00

i have a feeling the haze is coming into KL.. These two days has been kinda haze-y.. lol.. Australian forest is too big.. Develop it.. lol.. better than leaving it to burn.. lolx..

the power of free time

2009-02-09T14:14:00.001+08:00

Boycott Love..lol says:

hehee

Boycott Love..lol says:

u do wad now

Boycott Love..lol says:

wan go johor?..

:+:Jing:+: says:

seeing movie

:+:Jing:+: says:

go johor for wat?

Boycott Love..lol says:

dunu

Boycott Love..lol says:

for fun

Boycott Love..lol says:

c the house there

:+:Jing:+: says:

walk to there?

Boycott Love..lol says:

can oso

:+:Jing:+: says:

bag travel la

Boycott Love..lol says:

yah yah

:+:Jing:+: says:

/gg

Boycott Love..lol says:

like expedition

:+:Jing:+: says:

lol

food experiments

2009-02-09T12:54:00.000+08:00

today was the 1st day of my food experiment ordeal.. my mum knows now that i am at home she can experiment on food.. and there will be me to eat it up if it fails.. -.-

Greedy-ness of humans

2009-02-09T01:05:00.003+08:00

she tells me forget the past.. ok fine i lupakan.. then she tells me the ending is not important, enjoy the journey.. if im at the end.. and i think bout the journey.. i will think about the past isn't it.. isn't that against your first statement.. then she says.. then think bout the good journey and memories.. then i said..

how about we cure cancer.. we use kimo but there is no side effects..

how about we invest.. and there is no risk..

how about we eat uncontrollably.. and do not get ill or fat..

how about we kill.. and don't get punished..

life isn't as what you wanted my dear..

remorseful Sunday

2009-02-09T00:15:00.003+08:00

today i went to visit my grandmother she in her mid 70's in the old folks home.. i my mind i was doubtful what reaction i will get there.. will my grandma understand why i haven't seen her for so long.. cause i was having my classes.. my mother send her there is not cause she don't love her.. its because my grandmother needs people to take care of her all the time.. my mum is working.. but my mum visits her every week.. just that i didn't.. so i'm feeling kinda fucked up..

when i reached.. my grand mother was so happy.. her face just lit up.. at that moment in time i would just cry and said sorry.. but i held back.. it was a moment that i will not forget.. the happiness in an elderly persons eyes.. is the best thing that i have ever seen and felt.. its not hard to fulfill them at all.. they want to be around family.. because maybe it might always be the last time..

then i saw another lady.. my grand mothers friend.. you know what is the fucked up part of all for me.. she fucking remembers my name and my brothers name.. and i don't know who is she.. she is 84.. she can remember when is the last time i came clearly as hell..

i felt like a dog.. i hope some one would just call me a dog shit.. i am a dog shit.. i am useless..

the little things that they can do to break your heart.. then my grand mother gave me a biscuit and that i liked to eat for years.. that was the point that i cannot stand.. my tears just came out.. my mum maybe was kinda shocked but she too felt what i felt..

it is a different feeling that you get from visiting an orphanage.. i went an orphanage few years back and it was obviously fucked up for me.. the highlight of it was.. a kid came up and ask me.. 'why his dad is not here and took my phone and told me.. my dad has it too..' i just went out and wiped my tears off..

back to my grandma.. the aunty keep starting conversations with me.. i am all too happy to chat with her.. whatever she said is 100% respected and absorbed my be.. everything from eating and studies.. she then said.. now, no matter how rich i am.. its no use.. but i can tell you.. she's fucking rich.. then it really made me sit back and think and for that moment in time.. i felt relax.. i felt if i were to get shot the second i will be able to go in peace..

then my grandma started talking about her friends passing away.. that when i saw the peace and fearless-ness in them.. they do not fear death.. they are already ready for it.. fuck.. its us that is unable to let them go.. we are selfish..

i then took note of the other people in the home.. they are all very quiet.. sitting on chairs.. doing nothing.. seriously nothing.. not sleeping.. just sitting.. i really want to know what is on their mind.. they also move really slowly.. there is a sense of peace and acceptance that is so deep that we do not feel.. so i got home i tried.. sitting down like that.. i can't do it.. i just can't.. they are what i call the golden age..

compare to them i personally feel like a shit.. they are the age that i respect.. the golden age.. they when thru alot of stuff.. japanese occupation.. hardship.. war.. we now what do we know about hardship?.. we only complain about petty things.. all we do best is what?.. how to work a computer?..

when i want to leave.. i said a good bye and she told me to come again more often and so did the aunty.. in my heart i told myself.. if i don't come frequently enough she might not be here already.. and i hope if i don't, God will just come down give me a slap so hard.. it will make my ears bleed.. there are so lonely there.. they need company.. i feel like a dog shit.. damn it~!!!.. i'm an ass..

A sincere advice to you..L

2009-02-08T12:42:00.002+08:00

i don't know it you will reading this but i hope you do.. you might not get what i wrote here.. but it is a good one with all the best intentions.. i hope now you will take your time and look at life.. seriously take it slow.. don't rush love.. please.. because it is proven that it will never do.. and be clear.. i am not scolding you, not criticizing you, or even teasing you..

you said it yourself..

happiness is like a butterfly,

the more you chase it,

the more it will elude you,

but if you turn your attention to other things,

it will come softly on your shoulder.

i hope you can practice what you preach.. all the best..

Mix And Match ( Folie À Deux )

2009-02-07T18:55:00.004+08:00

Grabbed from their lyrics.. Sum of what i felt these few days..

Disloyal Order Of Water Buffaloes

"So boycott love

Detox just to retox
I'd promise you anything for another shot at life
Imperfect boys with their perfect ploys

Nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy"

I Don't Care

"I said

I don't care what you think
'Cuz as long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery"

The (Shipped) Gold Standard

"I said
I don't care what you think
'Cuz as long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery"

"You can blame your problems on the world for so long

Before it all becomes the same old song
As soon as we hit the hospital I know we're gonna leave this town
And keep new passports.
Get out now!"

What A Catch, Donnie

"I've got troubled thoughts

And the self-esteem to match

What a catch, what a catch"

"If home is where the heart is then we're all just fucked

I cant remember I cant remember
And I want it so bad I shoot the sunshine into my veins
I can't remember the good ol' days"

"Are all the good times dead and gone

They come and go and go and come and go"

"My mind is a safe and if I keep it in we all get rich

My body is an orphanage we take everyone in
Doing lines of dust in sweat off last night's stage

Just to feel like you"

w.a.m.s

"My head's in heaven, my soles are in hell

Let's meet in the purgatory of my hips and get well
Hurry, hurry
You put my head in such a flurry, flurry
Oh freckle, freckle
What makes you so special?
What makes you so special?
I'm gonna leave you
I'm gonna teach you
How we're all alone

How we're all alone"

Speechless-ness

2009-02-07T16:31:00.002+08:00

Im so speechless when it comes to you.. i really don't know that to say to you.. i wish i could just not open my mouth.. but i cannot resist.. what am i to do?.. i gave you advice many times.. yet you ignored it as if i'm out to get you.. now again.. it has proven me right.. you should have listened to me..

defected mouse

2009-02-07T02:40:00.002+08:00

used a defected mouse before that will auto double click or will make it difficult for you to drag?.. you should experience it one day.. it can really make you healthier.. nice blood flow.. chances are you will end up breaking it slamming on the table or pressing its buttons even harder before you get a new mouse..

ASK

2009-02-07T01:53:00.005+08:00

some people ask to know..

some people ask to discover..

some ask to care..

some ask to lend an ear..

some ask to help..

and there is also some bit ask just for the intention to fuck my day up and mess with my head..

i know this girl.. i don't think you will be reading this.. if you do read.. yeah.. im bloody pissed at you.. so i can use you as an example.. or a specimen because i believe it is more suitable for you.. i dare not categorize you as a human because that is just to rash.. its so unfair to say you are a human just because you look like one..

you know very well what you say will sure to offend me.. but yet you still do even after i gave you a serious look telling you not to talk about it.. yet you still blabber on.. WTF are you intending to do with me?.. to avoid being self-centred as much as possible i already answered what you ask me fast and simple.. and added that what i said was serious.. don't you understand?.. i live my life and you live yours.. why the fuck do you have to bounce out of nowhere and screw it all up.. what do you want from me?.. seriously.. im beginning to think you are here just to mess with people.. there is a reason to why you are so fucked up and boycotted by people.. did you sit back and think?.. there must be a reason..

you wanna screw with me tell me.. don't do it sarcastically.. because it really is the worst way to channel your displeasure.. dont hide it behind what looks like an innocent question.. when you actually say it out, you facial expression, you tone, your face itself.. already pisses people off..

'eh you not say you go out with her wan meh?.. you still here wan?.. didn't go already a?..'

nose pointing up, eye rolled down at me, i just grinned and say 'no a din go..' hopping for her to back off.. she kept at it.. spamming 'why..' with the same position of the head this time with arched brows, sharp eyes gazing at me, chin up with no regrets.. 'you already know why.. don't ask already la..' you knew how hurt and sad i was..

'why.. oooo.. is it she don't want you already a?.. aiyo, you la.. lousy BF.. sure dont wan you adi laa..'

owh man.. that was the fuckkkkkkingggggggggg boiling point.. stood up.. shouted at her.. gave her a proper scolding.. she finally shut up and kept quiet for awhile and quickly backed at it.. but toned-down thank god..

i don't know why you have to do this.. i really don't know.. i have many guy frens.. guys are suppose to be tough and cold hearted.. but they manage to care and understand.. but you.. special la.. special..

is it because you are used to the environment where people pamper you and forgive you til' the point where you do not know how to pick your words around people..

or is it because you are a girl and think that i do not dare to give you a lesson?..

i have been quiet and tolerated with you.. and now you finally tested where that limit of tolerance is..

Final day of Exam

2009-02-07T01:28:00.003+08:00

Well.. happy to say.. today (friday) exam was like a blessing and a gift from God to DMH2 students.. well, im bloody greatful.. so it ended on a positive note.. holidays are back.. time for me.. to..

1. Since CNY is coming to an end, there is still alot of leftover food.. so im 'forced' to eat it.. 'sacrafice' abit la hahaha..

2. Sleep alot on my nice bed.. Sleep alot better at home.. Home sweet home indeed..

3. Want to do alot of 'long kai' spend time with my friends.. go jalan-jalan..

4. Watch as much english series as possible.. lol.. want to catch back on House, Prison Break, Heroes, Supernatural..

5. Maybe get a job?..

6. Go on a holiday?..

Beats me.. but i can tell you.. i feel bloody good man.. waking up on your own will.. waking up to nothing.. doing what you want when you want.. sure, its fun for awile.. later i cant wait for classes to start again.. mesti enjoy now.. =)

Muzix

2009-02-06T20:50:00.002+08:00

Here's a list of albums that i have been listening to lately..i recommend you listening to it too =) and many other singles..lol..

Kanye West - 808 And Heartbreak

Fall Out Boys - Folie A Deux

The Killers -Day And Age

Coldplay - Viva La Vida

Coldplay/Jayz - Viva La Hova

Josh Groban - A collection

Linkin Park - Songs From The Underground & Road To Revolution

Jason Mraz - 3 Album Collection

Leona Lewis - Spirit

VA - Club Nation Vol 1 & 2

M.I.A - Kala

Switchfoot - Oh! Gravity

OST Ip Man

OST Red Cliff

OST Underworld 3

OST Madagascar 2

Leo Ku - Im Still Yours

VA - CantonPop Love Songs Collection

Don't blame me for looking

2009-02-05T18:08:00.005+08:00

LoL..girls wear sexy is just for guys to see and thats about it..for me, when i see a sexy girl..i will just look like no one gives a shit..i mean, why not..tell me, why not..the girls look sexy and showing flesh, whats on their mind?.. 'today my target is to make many many guy look at me..and drool for me..' ..they willingly show..they also already janga the chances of jow kong and longkang showing..but they don't care..so why should i resist (im not talking about peeping)..takkan you want me to close my eyes if a sexy girl passes?..lol..i mean..i don't feel on the wrong to look at them..don't you think?..

I mean, girls put on make up..spend loads on facial, hair, clothes..just to look pretty..I think if guys don't look at them, it would be hell of an insult or even piss them off..think about the times the spend on make up..hair..OMG..the initiative they took to look pretty or sexy or wadever they might call it its just amazing..if they put those will power into something more productive like studies?..work?..hell..girls will rule the world for all i know..

Can you imagine you have two friends..one just pakai selamba (A) and another pakai macam going for her wedding (B)..and you pay more attention to (A).. i think that girl (B) would be pissed as hell trying to find the reason to why the dude choose (A) over (B).. lol.. if both girls like you or something.. but if you turn the tables.. if you pay more attention to girl (B).. im pretty confident girl (A) would no be happy but will be able to reason and come to the conclusion that it is because of her looks that she gets so much attention and guys are guys stupid and easily fooled.. see the difference?..

Sexy is just a shell..i personally would just be happy enough looking at them..won't bother taking the initiative wanting to know them..

its harder to find a good girl then a prettty girl..lol

Hey but ofcourse..its just my opinion and i am sure i am not saying all of those girls..but im quite confident im talking and pointing out the majority..

physically attractive & bad character VS physically not so attractive & good character
who do you think will prevail?..

Holy-day~!

2009-02-05T18:04:00.003+08:00

tomorrow is the last day of my 5th semester exams thank god its over and holidays are coming.. time for a good good rest..nothing better than to just wake up eat and sleep and eat..the day passses without you knowing cause i hadn't done anything special or significant..lol..enjoying all i can..memang relax la man..

I did all i can..

2009-02-04T12:33:00.003+08:00

My friends always ask me question which i think until now is the most stupid question when exams are near..i rather them ask me something more productive..

they ask me.. 'eh TX study adi a..?'..and also my personal favourite.. 'prepare already?..' and 'this one got come out ah?'..

and i answer them..'ofcourse i study..'

prepare already?..'im as prepared as hell but it doesnt mean that i can answer all in the exam..i did all i can do on my behalf..i could not care any more than that..being prepared doesnt mean i can score good..if some screwed up question comes out how?..or careless mistakes..'

got come out or not?..'who the hell you think i am man..even if i say yes it doesnt mean it will come out..if i say no..it still might come out..im not god..even the lecturer can pull your leg'

they are presistant they cant stop asking me even if i give them the same answer over over again..its like they think if they ask me enough i would actually change my answer..its like shouting to a dead body..'NO!! NO!! NO!!'..i dont think its gonna pop up and say hi..

i came prepare as if there was noting i havent seen..but yet there is still many obstacles..i did all i can but the paper is meant to kill us..i can just say..'theres nothing i can do..'

im not talking about todays maths..todays math i was just being hypnotized by the numbers and ended up doing something that i end up have to confident with..haih..what can i do?..there was not enough time to regret..

invisible quota system in my home

2009-02-02T21:25:00.004+08:00

there is an invisible quota system in my house.. there have been reported cases of controlled goods circulating in my house.. the consumption of food for CNY for me has been limited and there for exist a quota system.. about roughly 30% of the food is allowed to be consumed by my family.. and from 30% from it.. i roughly ate 50%.. i loving food so much.. am pissed at this.. people coming to my house and touch and eat my food.. NOOOO~~

uncle and aunty Chen

2009-02-02T12:40:00.002+08:00

Lol.. today was the most meaningful day of this chinese new year.. finally visited an important person in my life of 19 years.. they were my babysitters for a few years.. and a close friend to my family.. lol.. good thing i went there.. cause i needed advice.. its nice hearing advice from some that i respect much.. they are old.. 60 going 70.. so what ever they say im sure to absorb it.. hell, they are 3 times older then me.. i trust me.. there are very wise indeed.. to have me listen closely and bow down.. and hold the record of my fattest ang pau every year.. i seriously don't care bout the ang pau.. i just want to see how they are.. but i know where is my first paycheck going to.. uncle Chen smoking like a chimney is amazingly healthy.. i personally called it 'God extended life'.. maybe too good of a person.. i bet he is.. having three successful sons and daughters.. i told him about my problems and he gave me an advice which i heard many times but ignored from others, but when he said it.. it was different.. i actually cared and respected.. he said.. 'kin yat poe, hang yat poe..' means literally 'see one step, walk one step..'. Hell, if you told me this i wouldn't give a shit about it.. But when he said it it actually means something.. thats the difference it makes.. i listen to him..

He also said.. don't get married and committed so fast depan his wife and daughters.. he told me to not choose so fast and get trap by girls.. cause later when i have the qualification it won't be a problem for me to find one.. he told me to try around.. He actually told me not to be committed so fast.. try around.. lol.. imagine the reaction of his wife and daughters..

Its nice to drop by once in awhile to know that they still care so much even all these years.. just to know there is still love and care between us and them.. i practically owe my childhood to them as i spent most of my childhood there.. i'm glad to have known them and will never forget them and if given the opportunity i will repay everything they did to me.. and my family.. to know that a bond not by blood can be so strong..

Behind every man there is a successful woman?

2009-02-01T21:14:00.001+08:00

How true is this?..

Expectations

2009-02-01T02:19:00.004+08:00

i learn to not expect anything in return a few days ago surprisingly..

i was being stupid the whole time..

i realize i just do what i have to do and feel self content about it..

its also something like syok sendiri..

so i learnt..

Hey, i can't always be happy can I..

Big Decision

2009-02-01T01:52:00.002+08:00

I have a big decision ahead of me..

tonight i realize its do or die..

one wrong step and i will fall and have to live with the decision..

i know its not the biggest in my life..

but i'm sure it is the biggest so far..

i need help but i know no one can help me..

i need comfort but i know it will just not do..

what can i do?..

just sit back?..

but i ain't relaxing..

let time do the job?..

i never believe in the saying 'let time heal or prove..'

how can doing nothing and let time pass change something?..

i believe in Newton..

so i say 'time don't do anything.. it is what we do with that time that changes everything..'

Makan..Chiak..Eat..

2009-01-31T01:32:00.003+08:00

CNY is the time where every house you step into, people are prep'ed and ready to stuff you with food.. people eat by choice.. but CNY for me, i eat akibat kena paksa.. if you turn those uncle or aunty down.. they wont like it.. eating is something like doing them a big big favor.. for all i know.. they will be going 'YES!!..u ate my food and u liked it.. with a clenched fist thrusting out'.. People easily get sick and gain a few pounds for the sake of the festival.. what to do.. to me chinese people are good at 3 things.. eat.. gamble.. and make money..

i mean look at CNY.. it shows what we are made of man!!.. lol.. the real deal..

but you know, its just nice to have a gathering of your friends and family with an excuse or not letting them get away with it.. its always good to have a nice chat and do some catching up.. well, it only happens once a year..

5th day of CNY

2009-01-31T01:12:00.002+08:00

Even on the 5th day.. it seems to be a dead city in KL.. many shops are still closed.. even photocopying notes is a hassle.. going on a hunt to find a shop that is open.. going round and round at last found one miserable shop.. Kodak.. haihz.. wanna makan oso susah..

the pain of chinese new year..

Its a 100% praise..

2009-01-30T23:35:00.002+08:00

In case you are wondering.. its a praise.. ignore the budak gila.. thats just my mind talking.. lol

Toilet bowl story

2009-01-30T01:32:00.002+08:00

bloody funny come to think of it.. what have you dropped in the toilet bowl?.. LOL.. Seriously and literally a shitty issue..

I personally dropped my watch in it before.. if its a rubber watch or pasar malam watch.. RM10 stuff.. i will not where it back.. now.. its my birthday gift from my dad..

In such situations.. the first logical thing to do is to.. Shout.. Shout what ever the first word that comes to your mind.. In my case since it was at home.. I shouted shit.. Cause obviously you know why.. Next phase was the decision making phase.. use what to dig it out and wether if i flush can it go down without calling the plumber.. In my case, there is no way in hell i was going to flush.. So i planned a plot.. to rescue my dear watch.. getting it out was tricky but i managed.. then comes the mental blockage phase.. the part where you think wether you are going to use it again.. there is a big obstacle to overcome here for me.. cause i have to block out the fact that my watch has once been in a SHIT HOLE.. ok fine.. overcame that part.. now.. the cleasing ceremony.. what to use what to use.. products ranging from dynamo, dettol, salt, soap, shampoo, fab.. i made a cocktail.. and dare not touch it with my bare hands..

In the end.. It was all fine and im wearing that watch now..

Another incident

now this wan i am happy to say its not me.. but im bloody involved and affected by it.. my roommate and i planned to study in MCD ok fine.. went there 11pm with the highest motivation like a sudden burst of energy.. so we drove there.. remember, he drove with me being the passenger.. so fine.. the MCD was near the room where i stayed.. near TARC.. we plan to be there till 3 am..

so we sat.. and ate.. we hell sure took full advantage of the free refills.. drinking alot.. makes people pee.. normally.. for those who dont, ur just not bloody normal!!..so my roommate told me.. 'eh fucker i wan go toilet la..' so i say.. 'go la pundek'.. then he went.. he came out, laughing..i tot he had some kinda inspiration or something.. so he told me.. he didnt tell me calmly.. he told me in some what i describe a excited manor.. guess what happened..he said 'eh fucker.. i drop the car keys.. in the toilet..' then like any dropping-items-in-toilet-bowl-cases.. I shouted yet again.. 'WTF!!!!'..

the 1st thing came up was how the hell am i gonna get back.. its 1am.. there no taxi.. this shit hole.. from one look you will know there is no way he is going to get the car keys.. its a long shaft down.. so fine.. we sat and laughed.. for about 20minutes asking each other 'eh how now?'..

he's worried about the car.. i'm worried about my ass getting back safely.. so nwm i call KAWAN..hehehe.. bloody hell.. i call 3 people.. expected to have cars.. 1 slept.. 1 bro used the car.. another 1 no car.. left in home town.. so fine.. my roommate called a dude.. none of them has a motor license and the rode to cheras from setapak.. my roommate did'nt know he has no lisence.. so fine.. went cheras to get the bloody spare keys from his grandmother and kena scolding.. imagine showing up.. 2am at your grandmothers house which is sleeping suddenly on a motor bike.. he s bound to get fucked.. after all the lecturing he came back with the spare key.. and the day is saved.. ended up.. we studied for about 1 hour.. got back as 3am as planned though.. =)

Gambling

2009-01-30T01:00:00.003+08:00

People tell me this year is a bad year for the horse.. That spooked me.. Today i put that doubt to test.. And so i gambled..

I played almost any game a chinese guy would play on a chinese new year..

Ranging from a variety of card to mahjong games.. Fortunately i dont know how to play dominoes.. and i got a bloody shock when i found out dominoes are actually for gamble..

And so i played..Mahjong 3 ppl..4 ppl..chor dai di..black jack..ngau kah sui..in between..

i went to 6 houses.. not including my own and i gambled in all of them.. as a hardcore chinese guy.. we gamble in all sorts of conditions and on whatever matter..

and so in those 6 houses i gambled.. all sorts of games.. i went with RM200.. i came back with RM50..

i'm like.. bloody hell.. what happen.. come on!!.. and as a chines guy i blamed everything from fong sui to the deck.. then i came to my senses.. i'm just bloody unlucky..

then i realized.. i'm screwed up for a year.. i rest my case..

JUST THIS YEAR.. HOPEFULLY..

++A lil' story about adrian++

HECTIC

Back?

Cina dillema

i am here with you

=)

I love my MUM

reminisce-ing

I miss Malaysia Girls

Googled

i need a distraction

feeling

Smart Malaysia

Summer

Ex Tarcian

Who knows Latin?..=.=

All hail Malaysian food

eat and shit machine

Income Tax

bad NZ bad!..

update..

Away

3rd- 13th May

4th- 12th May

5th- 11th May

You will always be my baby

6th - 10th May

7th - 9th May

Home And Love by Robert Service

the future never spoke by emily dickinson

Saddest poem by Pablo Neruda

Reason and Passion by Khalil Gibran

thx jin..=)

didnt sound like a last goodbye

'Fai'

Fuck man

Tired

Feeling

Panda Panda

*cough cough*

5.07am

Moody days

Things girls don't realize....

Camera pictures..lol

A view from the top

=)

Mr Soo Soon Seng

Malaysian Politics

Boredom

SERIOUSLY

Memory Lane

More http://www.quizbox.com/personality/

OMG this quiz is seriously very interesting

Knowledge VS Result

Post-Result

Week 1

Pre-Results

Physical Distraction

Disappeared

心.跳

LoL!!!!!!!!! chris rock

2.47 am

Reality

AllAmericanRejects-Gives you hell =)

Goodbye

15 things about me!

21 12 12

13 year old dad?

Bored

All the best to couples or threesome or foursome or whatever guys are into!!..

Ass Wipe

True True True

LoLx

rain rain rain!

HAZE

the power of free time

food experiments

Greedy-ness of humans

remorseful Sunday

A sincere advice to you..L

cough cough