Monday, December 7, 2009
HECTIC
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Saturday, August 22, 2009
Back?
Might be back sooner than expected..in 1 months time?..hmm..
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Tuesday, August 11, 2009
i dunu what's with Step Up 2..but its giving me goosebumps everytime i watch it..chills..lol
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i am STRONG because i have been WEAK
i am BEAUTIFUL because i know my FLAWS
i am a LOVER because i am a FIGHTER
i am FEARLESS because i have been AFRAID
i am WISE because i have been FOOLISH
and
i can LAUGH because i have known SADNESS
*copied*
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Monday, August 10, 2009
Cina dillema
lol..
suddenly i have this feeling..
i want to go home..
but i do not know where is my home..
im a malaysian..chinese..and currently in NZ..
what is my identity?..
what is my background?..
i dont speak a shit of decent mandrin..
i have this urge to go to china..taiwan..and hongkong..
hongkong should be ok..
taiwan and china..i might get shot there for all i know..
i have this feeling that i belong there..
i do not know why..
just out of all a sudden..
malaysian chinese are just so confused..
i look at japanese..koreans..thais..they talk their own national language..
if i talk in malay amongst chinese..that would just feel wierd for me..why is this?..
arent we malaysians?..
even indon chinese talk in indon..=.=
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Sunday, August 9, 2009
i am here with you
i might not be able to see you..
but i know you are there..
just wishing to hold you..
to feel the warmth of your love..
ever so soft and sweet..
pure and true..
to know that you are mine..
and i am for you..
minutes past..
followed by hours and days..
months go by and years soon follow..
but i always still miss you..
today and tomorrow..
it will always be the same between me and you..
when i close my eyes..
i imagine..
how would it be like to have you by my side..
would it be like a sunny day..
or would it be a cool autumns breeze..
just to feel you by my side..
its just estacy..
knowing that someone is there..
when all fails..
there is someone to support you..
this road is never easy..
you are not too..
this is not as well..
but i am in it..
and so are you..
how far this road goes..
i surely do not know and so do you..
but i know..
there is a road..
for me and you..
and there is..
a..
'me and you'..
i may not be smart..
but i work hard to..
i may not be kind..
but i am to you..
i may not be rich..
but i will you all i can..
i may not be romantic..
but i try to..
i might not be a good lover..
but i hope to..
i try so hard..
hoping not to fail you..
to be with you..
i may not be there..
only because..
cause i am here with you..
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Friday, July 31, 2009
=)
Bought her a big tub of ice cream..
New Zealand Natural here is cheap..$5 for a tub (1Litre)
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I love my MUM
haih..
today i made her cry..
i feel i always never watch my words..and it is just hard for me to express myself..
usually my mum's cooking is not that good..that i must admit..but i will still eat or maybe i will eat abit..but i will not comment harshly about it..today..my dad made a comment..
she broke down..
i really realise what she has done for the family and she is really really unreplaceable..
she works hard..even when she is old..and also cook..clean for the family..and we take it for granted at times..she does not complain and i can clearly see that see is really busy all the time when the family is sitting at the hall relaxing..i feel so so so guilty..and i want to make it up to her..
she really really set the bar real high for any girls out there..i seriously feel that..
im so so so crushed..
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Thursday, July 23, 2009
reminisce-ing
lol..
i miss malaysia already..
i miss my friends..
when i think about the convo..memories start to zip by during my life in TARC..
when i 1st went to my mass call i was a freshie..being moved and ordered like lil sheeps..from being a guest and a freshie to someone that is gonna coordinate it the following year..its already a big contrast to where i am and what i have done in a year..
i think about my friends..friends that i met and cherish. which is thankfully, they are still in touch with me..i miss the time going out with the sisters..haha..its really a pleasent last memory in my college life..
haha..my coursemates..aww those jokers and fucker..my pundek roommate Siva now is just rotting around KL..pimping around..he's really a nice guy though despite his playfulness..=)..
i miss the times i go out late at night..not knowing when i will be back or even in some cases..actually being back to my room..miss the time sleeping over at my coursemates..studying in McD..i love McD..undeniable..really miss those times..seriously..alot has definately happenned in two years..and i love most of it..=)
i miss my lecturers..seriously greatful for them..i never blame them for my bad results..they really helped me alot..=)
i really wanna go to my convo and meet up with my friends..but..haih..
time flies..it really does..i tried to break it down..to why time flies..and here is my theory..lol..time flies just because..we do not remmeber every second of what happened and only remmeber fragments of it..making it relatively not existing or seem like it was just awhile..
i miss it..
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I miss Malaysia Girls
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Saturday, July 11, 2009
Googled
i googled
mojito
Nasi Lemak
sambal
lolwtfbbq
holocaust
proton collider
bmw
sweden
cia experiments
pagan
vatican
constantine
christchurch
university of canterbury
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i need a distraction
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feeling
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Thursday, July 9, 2009
Smart Malaysia
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Friday, July 3, 2009
Summer
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