Away

lol..i thought i will be able to blog when im bored..but im hell bored here..lol

=)

took many pics..maybe will upload soon.. hopefully.. =)

3rd- 13th May

Went out to LowYat today..with Wing Hoong and his cousin..lol..buy a SATA/IDE to USB cable..=.=..need to bring my harddisk out and over there..lol..too many important files..lol~..hope customs wont stop me..=/

4th- 12th May

Lol..went out to cancel my internet, electric and telefon line..after that went out badminton with miss Ng Suk Yeng..lol..will probably be my last for a while..=(

5th- 11th May

Imagine

You will always be my baby

6th - 10th May

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!

Mother's Love 
Her love is like
an island in life's ocean,
vast and wide
A peaceful, quiet shelter
From the wind, the rain, the tide.
'Tis bound on the north by Hope,
By Patience on the West,
By tender Counsel on the South
And on the East by Rest.
Above it like a beacon light
Shine Faith, and Truth, and Prayer;
And thro' the changing scenes of life
I find a haven there. 

Thank God for our Mothers 
If life were without water, where would we be? 
If life were without mothers, 
There would be no you or me. 
We all need to take hold, of how precious life really is, 
and not take for granted the gift of love and the ability to give. 
Thank you to God for creating us all 
For giving us our mothers 
So we can stand proud and tall. 
Humans are no accident, no mistake or error 
We sometimes live our lives in fear of this, 
Even to the point of terror. 
But when the truth is told, and recognised by all, 
God does not create rubbish. He knew what he was doing when he created 
me and you, but the best gift of all, is giving us loving, caring 
Mothers who love us unconditionally through and through. 
None of us are perfect, that includes ourselves and family. 
Hold onto how precious we are and thank God for our mothers. 
Amen 

Well..i went to visit my grandma today..well..it was a sad sight..knowing that i will leave her..it was a day of love..and cherish..

God bless

7th - 9th May

CarrMen!!..im so sorry i could not make it for you on friday..lol..so had to postpone it to a saturday night!..hehe..had fun..did alot of catching up!..carrmen is still young, cute, sweet, charming, gorgeous!..lol..took many silly pictures..and find i will not post them!..lol it will be kept close to my heart..lol!..

carrmen!..i love that you are able to answer my question..and i might say it was in a rather unexpected fashion..hehe..but i can see that your mind is set on a goal..what is needed is to pave that road..you can do it..lol..i need you in the future..remember!..lol..

dun worry bout teh boys..=)..you are just fine..

Home And Love by Robert Service

Just Home and Love! the words are small

Four little letters unto each;

And yet you will not find in all

The wide and gracious range of speech

Two more so tenderly complete:

When angels talk in Heaven above,

I'm sure they have no words more sweet

Than Home and Love.

Just Home and Love! it's hard to guess

Which of the two were best to gain;

Home without Love is bitterness;

Love without Home is often pain.

No! each alone will seldom do;

Somehow they travel hand and glove:

If you win one you must have two,

Both Home and Love.

And if you've both, well then I'm sure

You ought to sing the whole day long;

It doesn't matter if you're poor

With these to make divine your song.

And so I praisefully repeat,

When angels talk in Heaven above,

There are no words more simply sweet

Than Home and Love.

the future never spoke by emily dickinson

THE Future never spoke,
Nor will he, like the Dumb,
Reveal by sign or syllable
Of his profound To-come.
But when the news be ripe,
Presents it in the Act
Forestalling preparation
Escape or substitute.
Indifferent to him
The Dower as the Doom,
His office but to execute
Fate's Telegram to him.

Saddest poem by Pablo Neruda

I can write the saddest poem of all tonight. 

Write, for instance: "The night is full of stars,

and the stars, blue, shiver in the distance." 

The night wind whirls in the sky and sings. 

I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.

I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too. 

On nights like this, I held her in my arms.

I kissed her so many times under the infinite sky. 

She loved me, sometimes I loved her.

How could I not have loved her large, still eyes? 

I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.

To think I don't have her. To feel that I've lost her. 

To hear the immense night, more immense without her.

And the poem falls to the soul as dew to grass. 

What does it matter that my love couldn't keep her.

The night is full of stars and she is not with me. 

That's all. Far away, someone sings. Far away.

My soul is lost without her. 

As if to bring her near, my eyes search for her.

My heart searches for her and she is not with me. 

The same night that whitens the same trees.

We, we who were, we are the same no longer. 

I no longer love her, true, but how much I loved her.

My voice searched the wind to touch her ear. 

Someone else's. She will be someone else's. As she once

belonged to my kisses.

Her voice, her light body. Her infinite eyes. 

I no longer love her, true, but perhaps I love her.

Love is so short and oblivion so long. 

Because on nights like this I held her in my arms,

my soul is lost without her. 

Although this may be the last pain she causes me,

and this may be the last poem I write for her.

Reason and Passion by Khalil Gibran

And the priestess spoke again and said: "Speak to us of Reason and Passion." 

And he answered saying: 

Your soul is oftentimes a battlefield, upon which your reason and your judgment wage war against passion and your appetite. 

Would that I could be the peacemaker in your soul, that I might turn the discord and the rivalry of your elements into oneness and melody. 

But how shall I, unless you yourselves be also the peacemakers, nay, the lovers of all your elements? 

Your reason and your passion are the rudder and the sails of your seafaring soul. 

If either your sails or our rudder be broken, you can but toss and drift, or else be held at a standstill in mid-seas. 

For reason, ruling alone, is a force confining; and passion, unattended, is a flame that burns to its own destruction. 

Therefore let your soul exalt your reason to the height of passion; that it may sing; 

And let it direct your passion with reason, that your passion may live through its own daily resurrection, and like the phoenix rise above its own ashes. 

I would have you consider your judgment and your appetite even as you would two loved guests in your house. 

Surely you would not honour one guest above the other; for he who is more mindful of one loses the love and the faith of both. 

Among the hills, when you sit in the cool shade of the white poplars, sharing the peace and serenity of distant fields and meadows - then let your heart say in silence, "God rests in reason." 

And when the storm comes, and the mighty wind shakes the forest, and thunder and lightning proclaim the majesty of the sky, - then let your heart say in awe, "God moves in passion." 

And since you are a breath In God's sphere, and a leaf in God's forest, you too should rest in reason and move in passion.

thx jin..=)

today we have bigger houses, smaller families

more amenities, but less time

we have higher education level, more knowledge, but less common sense and less competence to judge

we have more experts but more problems

more medicine but less health

we seem unconcern

laugh to little

get angry too quick

get up too late

read too little

watch TV too much

and are less considerate

we multiplied our properties and estates, but we reduce our morale and values

we talk too much, love too little and lie too often

we learn to make a living but not how to live

we have years to live but cant add years to life

we have higher buildings but lower temper

we have wider streets but more narrow point of view

we spend more but have less

we buy more but enjoy it less

we went all the way to the mood and back, but we cant cross the street to meet our neighbors

we split up atoms, but we cant break down prejudice

we write more, learn less

we plan more, but finish less

we have learnt to rush but not to wait

more spare time but less fun

nicer houses, but broken homes

look for realization, read more, sit and enjoy the view

spend more time with your family and friends

eat your favorite food, visit places you love

life is about moments of joy, not moments of survival

erase vocabulary like 'later' 'some other time'