Back?

Might be back sooner than expected..in 1 months time?..hmm..

i dunu what's with Step Up 2..but its giving me goosebumps everytime i watch it..chills..lol

i am STRONG because i have been WEAK
i am BEAUTIFUL because i know my FLAWS
i am a LOVER because i am a FIGHTER
i am FEARLESS because i have been AFRAID
i am WISE because i have been FOOLISH
and
i can LAUGH because i have known SADNESS

*copied*

Cina dillema

lol..
suddenly i have this feeling..
i want to go home..
but i do not know where is my home..

im a malaysian..chinese..and currently in NZ..
what is my identity?..
what is my background?..

i dont speak a shit of decent mandrin..
i have this urge to go to china..taiwan..and hongkong..
hongkong should be ok..
taiwan and china..i might get shot there for all i know..
i have this feeling that i belong there..
i do not know why..
just out of all a sudden..
malaysian chinese are just so confused..

i look at japanese..koreans..thais..they talk their own national language..
if i talk in malay amongst chinese..that would just feel wierd for me..why is this?..
arent we malaysians?..
even indon chinese talk in indon..=.=

i am here with you

i might not be able to see you..
but i know you are there..
just wishing to hold you..
to feel the warmth of your love..
ever so soft and sweet..
pure and true..
to know that you are mine..
and i am for you..

minutes past..
followed by hours and days..
months go by and years soon follow..
but i always still miss you..
today and tomorrow..
it will always be the same between me and you..

when i close my eyes..
i imagine..
how would it be like to have you by my side..
would it be like a sunny day..
or would it be a cool autumns breeze..
just to feel you by my side..
its just estacy..
knowing that someone is there..
when all fails..
there is someone to support you..

this road is never easy..
you are not too..
this is not as well..
but i am in it..
and so are you..
how far this road goes..
i surely do not know and so do you..
but i know..
there is a road..
for me and you..
and there is..
a..
'me and you'..

i may not be smart..
but i work hard to..
i may not be kind..
but i am to you..
i may not be rich..
but i will you all i can..
i may not be romantic..
but i try to..
i might not be a good lover..
but i hope to..
i try so hard..
hoping not to fail you..
to be with you..

i may not be there..
only because..
cause i am here with you..