ASK

some people ask to know..

some people ask to discover..

some ask to care..

some ask to lend an ear..

some ask to help..

and there is also some bit ask just for the intention to fuck my day up and mess with my head..

i know this girl.. i don't think you will be reading this.. if you do read.. yeah.. im bloody pissed at you.. so i can use you as an example.. or a specimen because i believe it is more suitable for you.. i dare not categorize you as a human because that is just to rash.. its so unfair to say you are a human just because you look like one..

you know very well what you say will sure to offend me.. but yet you still do even after i gave you a serious look telling you not to talk about it.. yet you still blabber on.. WTF are you intending to do with me?.. to avoid being self-centred as much as possible i already answered what you ask me fast and simple.. and added that what i said was serious.. don't you understand?.. i live my life and you live yours.. why the fuck do you have to bounce out of nowhere and screw it all up.. what do you want from me?.. seriously.. im beginning to think you are here just to mess with people.. there is a reason to why you are so fucked up and boycotted by people.. did you sit back and think?.. there must be a reason..

you wanna screw with me tell me.. don't do it sarcastically.. because it really is the worst way to channel your displeasure.. dont hide it behind what looks like an innocent question.. when you actually say it out, you facial expression, you tone, your face itself.. already pisses people off..

'eh you not say you go out with her wan meh?.. you still here wan?.. didn't go already a?..'

nose pointing up, eye rolled down at me, i just grinned and say 'no a din go..' hopping for her to back off.. she kept at it.. spamming 'why..' with the same position of the head this time with arched brows, sharp eyes gazing at me, chin up with no regrets.. 'you already know why.. don't ask already la..' you knew how hurt and sad i was..

'why.. oooo.. is it she don't want you already a?.. aiyo, you la.. lousy BF.. sure dont wan you adi laa..'

owh man.. that was the fuckkkkkkingggggggggg boiling point.. stood up.. shouted at her.. gave her a proper scolding.. she finally shut up and kept quiet for awhile and quickly backed at it.. but toned-down thank god..

i don't know why you have to do this.. i really don't know.. i have many guy frens.. guys are suppose to be tough and cold hearted.. but they manage to care and understand.. but you.. special la.. special.. 

is it because you are used to the environment where people pamper you and forgive you til' the point where you do not know how to pick your words around people..

or is it because you are a girl and think that i do not dare to give you a lesson?..

i have been quiet and tolerated with you.. and now you finally tested where that limit of tolerance is..