Big Decision

I have a big decision ahead of me..

tonight i realize its do or die..

one wrong step and i will fall and have to live with the decision..

i know its not the biggest in my life..

but i'm sure it is the biggest so far..

i need help but i know no one can help me..

i need comfort but i know it will just not do..

what can i do?..

just sit back?..

but i ain't relaxing..

let time do the job?..

i never believe in the saying 'let time heal or prove..'

how can doing nothing and let time pass change something?..

i believe in Newton..

so i say 'time don't do anything.. it is what we do with that time that changes everything..'